just me, searching..

yup. im still jobless and im still searching for jobs!

well, part of me is reluctant to search for jobs because of my skin condition. there’s a huge patch on my face so ugly! how to go for interview?! i feel so concious about it and i really don’t feel like working in my current state. i really hope and pray that all the scars on my body will just disappear and i’ll just be a healthy girl. this skin condition is really impeding me from doing alot of things! it’s so frustrating! so many things i cant eat, so many stuff i cant do and everynight i have to apply medicine which makes other parts of my skin even drier!

well, it just sucks.

anyway, i’ve been to two interviews so far. one more coming up next friday. first interview i came out with a heavy heart. and then, for the second one, i just told myself to go there and have fun. whether i get the job or not, it doesn’t really matter right now. there’ll always be jobs available right? if i managed to clear all the interviews and offered positions, it’ll definitely be the best and what i would hope for! just that it’ll be a headache to be choosing which one to go for right.. well, life is filled with choices.

but not all i guess. how i wish i can choose not to have this stupid skin problem.

oh well, i realise ever since jc is over, time really passes by so quickly.. every week just pass by so fast and in no time, the month’s gone. first quarter of the year had already passed.

let’s just hope for the best for everyone. ta~

~may all of it disappear and new skin reborn..~