just me, searching..

well, my life is basically still the same.

fighting against the virus.

i really hope God will answer my prayer and let me recover quickly. it’s gonna be my birthday this coming monday but i don’t expect myself to be able to celebrate. for the past 2 years in melbourne, i’ve never exactly got to celebrate my birthday due to exam period and all my close friends are back here in singapore.

initially, i was hoping that this year i will finally be able to go out and enjoy my birthday with my friends but i guess it’ll have to be postponed.

have been wondering and thinking why am i the unlucky to have to suffer from all these. what did i do wrong? why must God punish me like this? i know i shouldn’t be blaming anyone because this is my life. all i can hope for now is to be healthy and recover faster. trying very hard not to be in depression.

damn this life. for now.

i’ve nothing much to update apart from complains and whines. it’s just that even though there’s improvements on my condition, there are still parts which appeared again… AARRGGGHHH!!

ok.. this is going nowhere.

bye.

~it’s just a simple wish.~