just me, searching..

Hello everyone! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

It’s the second day of 2012 and im so glad 2011 is finally over!!

I can easily sum up 2011 because i basically did nothing but recuperate for the whole year. It was a very bad year for me which i’d gone through many burns, needle pokes, releasing of blood, tears and sadness.

however,  im really very thankful and greatful for my friends and family who are always there for me to keep me going on. and definitely my faith to God. at many times i questioned and pondered, even blaming him for such torment. but i’m slowly learning to accept his will for me and i’ll gladly accept his plans for me.

2011 made me realised that there’s alot of things i really want to do but are probably unrealistic or im too old for it. but i would still want to give it a shot. many of my friends are also attached, or i should say almost all my friends are attached. at times, i feel like the odd one out and wonder when i’ll be in a relationship. likewise, it shall be god’s will.

there are so many ppl i would want to meet up with and there’s so many things i miss doing! it’s been almost a year of abstaining from alot of food for me and to be honest, it’s pretty hard in the beginning. even now, sometimes i have strong cravings for certain stuff. even when i recover, i still can’t indulge in all these food i miss and i’ll probably have to abstain for another year. whatever it is, i really hope that my skin will recover asap and i can start growing my hair.

chinese new year is coming up as well and i really wish that i’ll have a change of luck this year!

my wish for everyone is definitely good health and happiness! and may all my dreams come true! but… may i find my dream too!

~wishing upon a star..~