thursday with my darlings..

i promise to upload photos on my blog soon! but first.. i shall just update what i’ve been doing for the past 2 days..

met a friend for lunch on thursday and chilled out abit in the afternoon. decided to watch mulan out of random and it was the most annoying experience ever. the show itself was not too bad, considering that fact that i’ve already know the story of mulan and that the first ever mulan i watched was the disney’s version. therefore, i was under the impression that mulan would end being with the main guy but she did not. the experience was bad because there were this bunch of irritating girls and boys talking throughout the whole movie! one of them sitting behind us was exclaiming at every part of the movie, saying out loudly her predictions and screaming when the ‘gory’ scenes were out! super fucking irritating. i almost turn and scolded her and i wish i did. spoiled my mood.

anyway, we went separate ways after the movie and i went home.. for my next outing..

my dear bro and cousin wanted to book me for the whole day but i had another appointment. so we decided to head out for some ice cream instead.. however, upon reaching to pick my dear cousin, both she and my bro were so well-dressed and i felt out of place! she had make up on too.. and since my bro needed to go to daiso, plaza singapura was headed instead of united square -.-” luckily i had my eyeliner in my bag and was trying to put it on while my bro was driving.. was applying it at every single traffic stop! lol.

shop ard plaza sing and i couldn get my 120mm film at all!! walked all the way from plaza sing to taka but to no avail.. and we decided to take a bus back to plaza sing to get our car.. how weird.. driving to town but end up taking a bus.. camwhored the whole night to play with the ‘circle circle’ effect..

that was my thursday.

yesterday was ubin trip! had a great day with my dear p and c and c’s b. it was a hot day and the cycling was so tiring! it’s more tiring then ecp. there’s so many ups and downs and it was quite crowded. public holiday. we were so lucky to get onto the bumboat by jumping queue! haha! and we were all so burnt after riding the whole day..

went back to main island for nasi lemak and it was so awesome! i guess we were really very hungry.. went back home to get ready for bbq at my place!! my aunts and cousins were all over for the bbq and it was so great to have satay once more!! hehe.

alright.. i guess im done for now. chilling out at my dad’s office. and i still got no reply for intern. i guess all positions are closed. bad luck me. ultimate tml! im just gonna enjoy

 

~enjoying while i can and thanking for my blessings..~

home!

yes! im back home in singapore!!

well.. i reached last night actually.. as usual.. got the comments which i had expected and well.. i tuned off the entire conversation home.. and headed almost straight for al-azhar once i took out all the gifts..

was out the whole day today with my parents and brother. and i got to use the new phone which my dad bought few months back. i actually had the choice of either using the phone or get another new one. was thinking of getting a blackberry or iphone but i sticked to n97 i really hope nokia won’t screw me anymore this time.. i’ve lost so many contacts when the flip phone died… -.-”

and oh ya.. i don’t really have a cupboard of my own anymore.. my stuff are basically all in my luggage and it will remain inside till i go back to melbourne.. it’s gonna be my cabinet.. oh well.. i cant be bothered right now.. hoping for somethings to happen though..

i am so sleepy right now! it’s 918pm singapore time but 1218am melbourne time.. i have yet to change my body clock.. i might go to bed soon.. nothing planned for tomorrow yet.. will see what happens.. alright! enjoy the last 2 months of the year everyone! and i am already missing melbourne

 

~an opportunity missed..~

summer..

i wonder how summer is going to be like for me this time..

i was hoping to get an internship over this summer so as to gain some experience. however, i just got rejected by the whole programme and the feeling sucks. i’m graduating next year and with no experience, no one would want to hire me. worse, my results ain’t helping either. and i’m sure there will be some people out there who had already got a job, might be thinking ‘oh ya, i don’t expect her to get a job in the first place’. screww off you people. i know this is a very competitive and fierce industry where there are many out there stepping over others so as to reach the top.

i’ve always had the feeling that people do look down on my results and my thoughts, or the way i do things but come on, i just don’t want to do things the ’singaporean’ way.

i just have to say that i had not enough faith of getting the job and that’s why God didnt give it to me. He has something bigger in plan for me.

as i’m preparing to head back home this monday, i cant help by wondering what kind of comments and judgement i’ll be getting and how strong i can be to stay firm on my ground. argh. this feeling sucks.

anyway, i bought my first lomo camera yesterday! haven’t fix it yet though. not sure how to load the film and stuff.. will try out this afternoon.

anyway i’m done here for now. bye.

 

~unfair.~

情。

并不是有什么特别的故事想说，只是突然好无聊。。所以把一些无聊的想法个写下来。。

最后的一张考试在星期五刚考完。。虽然知道自己并没有发挥最好的本能，但现在已经是过去事，我也没什么好弥补的。。现在只能尽情地享受假期。。不要管任何烦恼。。

回到正题。情。世界上有很多种‘情’，有亲情，友情和爱情。。亲情对大家来说应该是最重要的一种‘情’之一。。因为没了亲情，也等于少了某种生活上的一部分。友情也很重要，因为这代表着朋友们的关心及爱护。少了友情，人生就不能体会到和别人相处之道。爱情不用说，占据了生命的一大部分。亲情内有爱情，友情内也有爱情。。这三种‘情’当中，缺一不可。他们是不能被代替或交换的。

我很庆幸我生活里的亲情和友情。虽然还没真正体会到爱情，但也有过甜滋滋，盼望和期望的感觉。不知道什么是爱情，所以还蛮期待有一天能真正体会到那真正的意思。在等待的当儿，尽情地享受生边的亲情与友情，也努力寻找爱情的意义。有些人能轻易的就踏上爱情的路程，那真的就是爱情吗？爱情真的就那么简单吗？我已经21岁了，虽然不是很老，但也不能说好年轻。。因为我的思想还蛮单纯，也因为害怕所以不敢寻找爱情的意义。这看似无奈和绝望的想法或许对别人或读者看起来好小孩子气，但在这方面，我真的比小孩子还糟糕。。起码小孩子不会因为害怕遭到拒绝而不勇敢的表白。或许人越老，到了我的年龄，还在努力的寻找自己，寻找自己到底真正在找的是什么，需要的是哪些。。

还有多一年的时间我也将要毕业了。。到了那一刻，我因该会有根多的东西要像，根多责任必须承担。或许会比现在跟迷惑，不知道自己需要什么。电影里的情节大多只是在上映人们的幻想及盼望，真正能实现的因该并不多，或许只有0.1% 的可能性。。这世界的灰暗，要真正体会过，才能认识它的可怕性。。

所以，‘情’在每个人的生命扮演着非常重要的脚色，也塑造出个性和人性。。

好无聊的一篇文章。。拜拜了!

~我还是那笨于简单的小女孩。。~

happy birthday matty!

wee~ didn’t go to the city for shopping today.. went to celebrate a friend’s birthday instead

it wasnt really sunny today and the pool was a tad too cold to enter in the beginning.. had barbie for lunch and dinner and it was awesome! with all the jello shots and the spike watermelon, it was a great party! and im so tired right now! walked home from matty’s place.. which was supposed to be like a 30min car ride.. it took as more than 1hr to get back to our place…

and tiffany tyler is staying over at our place! haha! for the next 3 days.. we’ll try to keep our volume down so that saritha could study for her next exam.. hehe.. alright! im gonna go shower and take a rest!! cheers!

 

~从来都不知道你的想法如何。。~

im done!!

yea!! my exams are over! hopefully it’ll all be cleared.. don’t really feel that i did well for my last two papers.. however.. i should just take it easy and enjoy my holidays! YES! i cant believe holidays have started for me!!!

hopefully i’ll be able to get an internship though.. then my holidays will be more fulfilling.. just got rejected by one of the companies.. hopefully at least one of the other three would want me

first thing after exam today.. i left almost immediately, avoiding any friends who were taking the same unit as i know they’d all practiced hard and the paper would have been easy for them. im just not the exam material type.. no matter how hard i practice, i just hate exams. period. went to the city, queen vic market actually, to buy 6 big bottles of honey!! it’s freaking heavy! and 3kg of nougats! and 4 bottles of gnc supplements.. im seriously amazed by my ability and endurance to carry all of them back here to clayton.

won’t be attending my teammate’s African night too.. too tired to get out of the house.. oh well.. it’s just another 10 days and im home! kinda sad that i won’t be able to participate in the melbourne’s hat tournament, boxhill league and tiffa and tuna’s double birthday and farawell celebration.. hopefully by participating in the winter league in singapore would make up abit for it.. i just registered and paid for it! yippee! looking forward for some frisbee action! don’t think i’ll be doing aikido anytime soon as my knee is still not fully recovered for the actions and kneeling..

alright.. im done for now! shopping starts officially tomorrow!!

 

~多么希望有双温暖的手能握着我这双手，给我希望，以及安全感。。~

a day in the city..

im back from the city! had a nice trip shopping alone and wandering in and out of shops…

went to this camera museum in the city and it was so amazing! they have antique cameras dating back to the 1800s and also have a few pieces which are very rare and considered collector’s items! im actually looking for old cameras and those i saw were all very pretty! even though i know nothing much about photography, it’s still a great experience for me looking at those cameras with so much stories behind them! and i didn know that some of these collectibles were actually made in singapore! the rest were mostly made in japan and germany.

went shopping for a few items and now im home! going to start watching buzzer beat! woohoo! and im going to watch mao’s last dancer tml! hopefully the trip won’t be cancelled :p

alright! post updated! enjoy the weekends!

 

~one more to go..~

butt for thought…

just a random for the day..

Which is better?

Guy’s butt crack or the underwear they’re wearing when they bend over with their pants hanging low? (i know that i’ve posted this over facebook and twitter.. but im just gonna do it once more here )

i’m sure many of you people out there would have had similar encounters which you get to see either the butt crack or a look at the brand of their underwear

many of my friends have given their answer as the second choice, with the underwear, stating reasons such as ‘got the 若隐若现 feel’(can see the shape but not the whole thing feel), ‘butt looks pretty not nice when their pants hanging  low’ and ‘cos some boys’ pubic hair grow too much. butt crack also can see hair.’ and the list goes on with why they all chose the underwear look.

apart from my brother who said his butt was nice, i’ve no idea why no one choose to see the actual butt.. i’m standing on the fence though.. as most know, i have butt fetish.. but not exactly staring at a nude butt. it’s more like looking at the shape of the butts with coverings. sometimes when i see guys bending over, and accidentally get to see either their butts or underwear, i would always hope it will at least be a clean butt or some decent underwear.. probably not hoping to see those grandpa’s undies (since there’s granny’s undies.. it should be fair to have gramp’s undies too) !

some underwear brands i’ve seen so far.. hmm.. CK, bonds.. don’t know what else is out there! lol! and on the female part, yes, i do see female’s with butt cracks too. as for gals, i think it’ll definitely be nicer to see butt cracks or nothing at all compared to their underwear.. cause i don’t know why those which i’ve seen all were wearing granny’s or they’re nude colour.. not enticing at all :p

alright. i’ll leave it as it is. i guess im seriously bored of studying for the exams and i think i screwed my paper today! oh well.. life goes on. anyway. have fun everyone!

 

~crack or covered?~

blogs..

tomorrow is my 2nd last paper.. international finance. interesting but confusing unit.

i’ve yet to study anything about it until today.. started studying for it only this morning.. couldn do anything yesterday at all.. hopefully i’ll be able to cover every single important thing today..

i realise apart from the links on my blog.. i do read about 35 other blogs too.. :p they’re all on my bookmarks.. i guess i’ve seriously nothing better to do.. or that i want to know more of people.. understand what and how they feel each day with every post they posted.

anyway.. that was a very random thought.. have to get back to work now.. after tomorrow, another paper next friday and im done.

~countdown to 18 days.. ~

2 more days to shit paper…

oh well.. 2 more days to the shit paper.. FA.. argh.. wasted the whole day yesterday watching gossip girl :p i seriously need to wake up my idea.. still have minority interest, equity actg, joint venture, segment report, mining, foreign currency translation and related party to be covered… AHH!!! and it’s also not as if im done with consolidation.. what happens if there’s variations?! thn i’ll just sit there and cry during exam..

i shall start work soon.. after this post and checking of some stuff.. just came back from church.. played for the choir today.. and it’s my last time playing for this year.. will be back next yr the two pregnant ladies are about to give birth soon!! haha! so exciting!

anyway.. some more photos from the dinner night.. more at fb.. go check it out yea!

 the ladies of the night!

all nice and pretty

view from our end of the table..

not willing to show the teeth because i just finished my steak!!

and a photo of me for not wanting to finish up my greens! bleah :p

alright.. that’s it! and it’s already november!! tml’s my darling’s birthday!! that darling better read my post.. okok. bye!

 

~hope all these will be done soon!!~